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we went through the first security check point, this big black
hench custom / immigration officer came over to me and
told me to come with him. Peago looked at me as if to say
"what's going on?" I didn't have a clue, but one
thing I knew for sure, this wasn't good.
Nuff
nights what I would do when I got indoors, I would make sure
that I only had one cigarette and two sheets of rizzla, so all
I would be able to bun would be two crack spliffs, but it
never ever worked. As soon as I had done the two spliffs
I’d phone a cab or walk to the petrol station and buy more
cigarettes and rizzla. I knew if I went back in with the
whole box of
cigarettes, I’d be bunning all night, so I would take out
two cigarettes from the box and throw the rest away. By
the time I got back in and bunned a few more crack spliffs,
then when the two cigarettes had finished, I would go back
outside, find the cigarettes that I had thrown away, take out
two more then break the rest of them up so I cant go back for
them. By the time I got back in and bunned some more
crack, this time when the cigarette had run out I’d go back
to the petrol station and buy another box of cigarettes
While
I’m going backwards and forwards to the petrol station I’m
well high and prang out of my head, scared that I’m going to
see someone I know or worse the police, so I can’t stop
looking behind me, coz no way under any circumstances can I
let everyone see me in this state.I knew the man in the petrol
station must think that I’m some mad man and wonder how I
can smoke so much cigarettes. The worst part about being
in the petrol station, would have to be when I’m actually at
the till paying for the cigarettes and a car pulls into the
station for petrol and I’m just hoping that its not someone
I know.
Tonight
I was out to impress so I could get some happy hour anytime I
liked. I was killing her with it, all different positions, one
foot ah east and one foot ah west, foot pon shoulders, back
shot, sit down pon cocky, yeah. This stone ting was serious
we’d been at it for hours and I still hadn’t come, until
even Niomi with her short of breath was asking me how come I
ain't come yet. I just told her I ain’t no come quick
man, but to tell the truth I was dying to come. By the
time we stopped it was about 7 am outside, was well bright and
the sunlight was bursting through the bedroom, we were at it
for five hours straight and I still hadn’t come, but as I
was so knackered I had to stop then.I was well proud with
myself, she’d never forget this wok and I was a 100% sure
she’d be back for more. The flex, the fuck, I
impressed her in every way.
After
I lit my crack spliff, as I inhaled it and the smoke went down
my throat filling my lungs, it was like the devil was right
back inside me again. All God’s angels that had been
around me, guiding and protecting me, for the last two months
since I had stopped bunning had now flown back up to heaven
and were now replaced by Satan’s demons. All God and
his angels could do was watch as I had chose to put the devil
back in control of my life. As the devil’s smoke
filled my lungs, heart and blood stream, the angels back up in
heaven started to cry, causing the rain to start fall
outside.The television was on but turned down low while me and
Whitney sucked on our crack spliff in silence, with this eerie
feel to the room like something bad was about to happen!
Some
Tuesday mornings I’d knock Mando’s door, tell him to get
ready and I’ll be back soon, but I would forget to give him
his bag of brown. Without fail if I’d forgotten he’d
ask for it.
At
the back of our estate where Mando lives, where my rental was
parked is a dead end road. As I walked past my rental,
across the road parked up was this big white S Reg Renault van
with three white men in it all wearing baseball caps. As
I looked at them straight away they all put their heads down.
Like a fool I didn’t think nothing of it and turned into
Mando’s block where his flat is. All six shots of
brown were in my hand. I knocked on Mando’s door and
when he answered I said “get ready I’ll be back in 20
minutes” then I left. I had forgotten to give Mando
his bag of brown and it was so unusual that he didn’t ask
for it either. As I came out the block, I didn’t even
look at the van with the three white men in it and just jumped
in my rental.
As
I was about to pull out of the space I was parked in, this
blue Peugeot 406 drives by with this black middle aged man
behind the wheel, but he was on the wrong side of the road.
I looked at him thinking doesn’t he know he’s on the wrong
side. We both looked at each other then he nods at me as
he passes by. I was now thinking who’s he nodding at I
don’t know him, then I finally pulled out. I started
driving up the road past the white van, then as I almost
reached the top of the road out of nowhere this Vauxhall
Vectra pulls out and blocks the top of the road. It was
only then I clocked police! Plain clothes police!
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